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i've never been a thing worth lovingi've never been a thing worth loving
and someone else has been calling me sweetheart,
sweetheart,
and it feels so wrong
listening to someone else laugh
and call me cute
on the phone,
it feels so wrong
letting someone else tell me
good morning,

and the sad thing is
you probably think
that this poem is about
you.

we're just two kids that can't share toysremember back when me and you used
to go swim and get high and that one time
at mayhem, when i had the greatest time of my life?
you had these pale greengold irises and you were always
madder than hell about it, 'cause they weren't
real bright or bold. i always thought that was funny
about you, you know i mean how most girls
get so sad and scared about their stomach or thighs
or the sound of their laugh, not the colour of their eyes.
christ, do you remember
that time when we hung out and
smoked hookah in your backyard
and i hit my head trying to open up the hot tub
by myself, and i insisted that i was fine that i didn't need
ice and goddamn

and sometimes i still wonderwhat would you have done,
if i had refused
to get down?

A dreamПриснился мне сон этой ночью
Под куполом звёзд за окном,
Как будто я гамбургер сочный
Жестоко изрезал ножом.

М

Some people seek for the lightSome people seek for the light while I
Long to sink into the darkness
I’ve been out in the ‘light’ for far too long
It’s blinding
It tires me to move on, to
Walk in this path that’s
Supposedly gets better
It doesn’t
At least
I don’t think it does
I long to just
Sink
Slowly
Into the crevice
And just
Sleep or
Cease
To exist
And finally be at peace

But then I met you

What I Seei look into the silver mirror,
and see the abysmal grey reflected back,
a shade i have grown all to accustomed to,
staring into my eyes i see no light there,
looking at my pale skin i see no life there,
looking at my blank expression i see past the mask,
i see how the tears run bitter down my face,
the color fades from my cheeks,
and the skin beneath my eyes grows dark,
all alone in this melancholy world,
no companion to comfort me save for my shadow,
who stands there silently mocking me,
i fear this mask has become part of me,
i turn the lights off and walk away,
i keep walking for that is my strength,
through the rain and the pain,
i keep w

The Tear Drop....Bubble? ~ Death Awaits ~ #2

Story:
I sat in the corner of the tear drop cage,
I seemed to be in a different room,
There were 2 villagers in there,
But they were yet to be removed,
I was in a different cage then the rest,
The others had death traps, I was in a sorta of safe...bubble,
I couldn't even think of how much I failed,
But I wondered why the man didn't kill me,
But just as that thought hit my head the doors swung open,
There stood the man who pointed to the other villagers who were brought over,
He asked questions, I couldn't tell what they were but he pointed to me,
They were speaking, and speaking, and yet...speaking,
They were sent out to where the rest had g

Maybe, Probably NotWill I see him?
Maybe, probably not
away from his friends?
his crowd?
his flock?
Maybe, probably not
Will he say hello?
goodbye?
How are you?
Maybe, probably not
Will he smile?
Laugh?
Lose his ever-present mask?
Maybe, probably not
Will he cry?
Show himself?
Maybe, probably not
Will he tell me what I did wrong?
What I did
to lose his friendship?
Maybe, probably not
Will I ever truly fit with him?
Maybe, probably not.

RiverThe river of my soul grows unsteady
Pollutants filling it
It grows darker
Black
I can't see the bottom
Of my wretched soul
Reach in
It scalds me
Reach further
It freezes
I pull back out
The pain remains
A phantom soul
That never dies
Only strives
To heal the strife of its world
To warm the cold
Cool the heat
To feel a touch of a hand
To feel wanted
Accepted
The river of my soul flows on
faster
harsher
Wishing to burn out the fire within
To stop the dark from spreading
to the ocean
my heart
but the dark remains
Sad and painful
The river of my soul grows unsteady

Evil Angel [Poem]Evil Angel,
Please,
Please take me away to a wonderful place tonight,
When everyone's asleep,
The dead stars shine,
Peaceful and lovely night,
I'll be waiting on my bed,
As I'm getting weaker,
And you're my only strength,
My will to live in this dark vague world,
My guardian,
My angel.

Evil Angel,
You've protect and took care of me,
You always been there for me,
When I need someone to listen,
To my sad, painful melody,
Save me from drowning into a pool of lies,
Heal my scars and wound before it turn to black and blue,
But there's another side of you,
That seems dark and heartless,
Selfish and cruel,
But only I can see your pain,
Even tho you

UntitledI am living inside an endless tunnel. A loop with no end in sight. I keep walking, yet I do not progress. My feet keep moving, yet I do not move. I do not have a reason to walk yet I still do. Everything’s blurry here, not dark. There was a dull light in front of me, cold, and instead of heading towards it I turn away to find other sources of illuminations, lamps and candles. I’ve always ended up coming back to it at nighttime, though, when all the lights are off, with only the dull light, not exactly piercing but absorbing. I’ve tried walking in the direction of the light, but things get so dull and I’ve always ended

Sleepy HallowPursuit

The lone Pedagogue trots slowly on his steed
Like his spirits, the path is dilapidated,
And the forest is quiet.
As if covered in a blanket of melancholy, silence.
But his reverie is broken,
His dreams, the house, money, love.
The ‘coquette’, dare I say,
All chances of being together gone.
“This is the end...” he sighs heartbroken..
Then, along with his reverie,
The tranquility was broken.

His heart jumps from its shatters.
And his ears find sound
Of another, trotting behind him.
He gathers himself enough to look
And there, sight of a massive, dark shadow.
He speeds up.
Thoughts racing
Katrina, app

XXXIIEra ella con su constante presencia, creándome su necesidad, de hacerla sonreír, de que sus ojos se encuentren con los míos, que se enamore de mis abrazos tan cálidos, tratar de hacerla sonreír cada vez que se iba a echar a dormir: mandarle un sms sin motivo alguno y decirle “te quiero (:”. Aún quiero esos viajes, aquellas fotos que siempre quise tomarme contigo, drogarnos mejor para la próxima vez, hasta ahora quiero esos momentos en alguna loma hermosa, con el sol de las 5 de la tarde de lima, con las canciones que nos pasábamos en las noches; algunas veces hasta las 4 de l

Queen BoudiccaBritannia is now invaded

Her land belongs to Rome

All seems lost for the inhabitants

Now that the Caesar runs their shows

But the Briton queen will not take this

Queen Boudicca is her name

She will give Nero an army to strike down

In numbers worthy of no shame

Her men race to collide with the Romans

They run with long swords to be used

But the Romans toss their weapons to them

And the Queen's numbers are reduced

With no armor and many without clothes

The Britons slash with their sword

The Romans with greater equipment

Kill to maintain their reward

The Britons are aware they cannot win today

So they charge back in retreat

But

I Know You ~ Death Awaits ~ #3

Story:
They walked over to me, I'm hoping the cage can't open,
"Lets get the master, she is awake" said the pig,
"Right! Go find him I'll guard outside" replied the zombie,
As they walked outside I opened my eyes and sighed with relief.

It was about 3 hours ltr when he came in,
He walked over to the cage and said something like: Condorcet
The cage opened and he dragged me out,
I stumbled to my feet and looked at him ready to take out my sword,
I looked at him but he didn't hurt me, he was sorta...waiting for something,
"N-nick?" I said nervously,
He sorta had a flash, like his eyes turned normal, a nice bright green,
"R-ros-Who is this N-i-c

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Darkened KnightStalk his opponent
Feral gleam in his eyes
Live in the moment
And defeat these lies.

Advancing on you
Lashing out
In pain he feels it too
Like a river the blood spouts.

Swing left then right
Snapping bones
He is the darkened knight
And at night he roams.

Leaving nothing to defeat
Nothing to be defied
In honor he will retreat
Killing off all that have lied.

Tranquil DiseaseDoctor, doctor, please
Can you tell me
What is this disease?

From the inside out
It eats my intestines
Tell me, what is it about?

My heart aches
My breath it takes
Please, give me a pill
The pain, it kills

I think I’m dying
My eyes, blood they are crying
What is this I am thinking?
My pulse keeps sinking

Falling to my knees
Blinded by a darkness
Silenced by what I cannot see
Forever lost in the darkness…..

Doctor, Doctor, I plead
Wont you tell me
Why am I so diseased?

Too DivineKindness is but a scream
in a never-ending dream
to be kind is to be blind
but to be blind is too kind.

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Our road shall be paved
But with screams this instance
Our dreams are always in the distance.

With our dreams out of reach
Our souls will screech
Our minds will preach
And our bodies will teach.

Our dreams shall combine
Creating something we cannot divide
Something blinking in our mind
Something too divine.

PlagueA gift of tag
This heartless plague
Blink an eye
And life shall pass you by.

Angels, demons, and lords
Controlled by one broad sword
A beauty of perfection
Spreading Plague like an infection.

Light, dark, black, white
Warfare's fire burns bright
Killers unite
Under a darkened knight.

Words of WisdomThings happen,
Words are said,
In the end,
There's no regrets.

Friends for today
Enemies are tomorrow
Everything they say
Only brings the sorrow.

In the future we have no dreams
Only in the past
Regrets hold screams
So let this small moment last.

CoronerAnger, pain
Bound down tight
Grimace in disdain
Can't move in the slight.

Stuck in a corner
On this metal gurney
Here comes the coroner
Time for the last journey.

Start the chainsaw
Teeth ready for hacking
Spinning around not slacking
Isn't this against the law?

First the foot
Now the leg
Precious loot
Why can't i beg?

Slow yet steady sure
Life is drained
The once pure
Is but a red stain.

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Maddness

by ~paranoia133, Nov 24, 2008, 3:21:42 PM
Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Urban & Spoken Word

Normalcy only lasts a minute,
When i dream of that little white picket,
But then I'm awakened,
By the darkened beacon.

This normal life,
Underlined by the destroying strife,
Living inside,
Yet still dead inside.

Fate laid out like a yellow brick road,
Seemingly like the princess and the toad,
Kissing him into the prince charming,
Is really quite alarming.

Send me away,
Don't let me face this day,
They say just another episode,
My mind is my own sweet home.

My last episode shall come,
Will leave every one undone,
Please, send me away,
My mind is starting to decay.

They ignored my pleas,
As they couldn't see,
The decaying membrane,
Is driving me insane.

In my own madness,
I left behind cruel sadness,
In their own lies,
They were unable to open their eyes.

Coming to get me,
And all that's left of my sanity,
Grinning and laughing,
Or maybe it was hacking...

Maddnessby ~paranoia133

Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Urban & Spoken Word

©2008-2013 ~paranoia133

well, this is reaallly random, i think.

~Starcrossed-Eyeliner Nov 24, 2008

mah. brilliant randomness
i eat you

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~paranoia133 Nov 24, 2008

i eat you back!

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~paranoia133 Nov 25, 2008

thanx for the fave, by the way!

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